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Why I'm self-centered

Bare with me. I have not reverted back to complete self-loathing. In fact I experienced quite a release after my last entry. I cry often, almost every day, but talking about those things was extremely cathartic for me and I…

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Mother

Today is hard for me. I see everyone making beautiful posts about their mothers and I attempt to squash a bitter feeling inside me. While my mom and I used to be best friends when I was little, the relationship…

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Maps

Hello The Internet™,

After 30 years my emotional map has become somewhat predictable. You'd think I'd get the hang of it by now, but not so much. I tend to forget how to navigate some particularly hard feelings, but from…

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I'm alive

Hello The Internet™,

I recently made free writing a daily ritual for me. It seems to be the one thing that doesn't feel like a total drag. As you know the pandemic has kept much of the world inside and …

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